My heart is stretching…feeling so much at once…such tenderness at saying goodbye, such excitement for the adventure that I am headed into – three months – my own place, my own time, my own self as my priority. Yum, yum, yum, as my girlfriends would say.
My life right now is so much about turning inward to that which matters most to me…my life force, my essence, my core conversation…opening up to exploring…what brings me (back to) joy? What do I want in life?
I have been dissatisfied for some time now…been feeling the call for change…and I am now riding a wave of change that is bigger than me, swept up by its momentum. I feel curious…what rests beyond the open doorway that I am preparing to walk through in two weeks?
And, I feel committed to being in the here and now with a great deal of presence and open-heartedness. I am feeling so much, such love, such tenderness…there is a rawness to this time of transition that is so precious. I get to be with all of the just-is-ness and be stretched and moved deeply in the process.
I am aware that it is equally important for me to grieve what I am letting go of, while also allowing time and space to celebrate that which I am creating for myself in life…this is all swirling within me and my life…all at once…an emotional pluralism that stretches and opens me…more and more.
